Billygrl

Heyyy so.. I've basically been dead on deviantart lol. Other than sketches and a few other projects I haven't really been drawing much actually.. Anyways I'm gonna upload a few of those things including some of the more decent sketches just so that it I don't seem completely inactive haha... Life for me has been pretty good recently (: Just.. having a good winter break and relaxing with my friends n stuff. Anyways I hope everyone has a good holiday!! I owe a few people gifts.. that I know I'll get to....... eventually. Love you~

sooo.. I've been in school for about 2 and a half weeks now. Its stressful, but pretty much once I just get used to being back in school I think I'll be okay. I don't like school though boooo. haha. idk other stuff thats stressful too but.. w/e.. we'll see what happens. this week has been like.. crazy for me. I'm not used to it. I'm really happy/excited/scared/nervous at the same time. And like... I can't eat. I'm too anxious. It makes me feel like I'm going to get sick when I eat.. but I'm starving. I thought this was supposed to make us happy but now I'm just confused. I wish I knew what the fuck was going on. Just tell me whats up. please

So.. my sixteenth birthday was yesterday. For numerous reasons I was overall pretty upset most of the day. I had to go to summer school, some people forgot it was my brithday, overall that fact seemed kinda underappreciated in general, and nothing really special or memorable happend. The last part is probably my fault because I didn't have a party or plan anything.. but yea. But I was upset for reasons other than by birthday went by a bit un-noticed.. I've been a bit depressed about random things lately. I'm probably just PMSing.. but recently I keep being hit with waves of loneliness.. just kinda wishing I.. I dunno.. I don't really feel com